As these last few weeks of college life come to a close the reality that I’m about to be plunged into the real world is setting in and to be honest I do not care for it one bit. The thought of getting a job and working full time is anything but appealing to me. Not that I don’t have work ethic or a desire to earn a living, its just for the last 18 some odd years of my life all I have known is the life of a student.
For a short stint I did work full time. An 8 to 4 job that put more money in my pockets that I’d ever seen before, but looking back at the experience, it sucked. I enjoyed the money, but I might as well have been living in a black hole that sucked the youth from me and happend to line my pockets.
I’m about to complete 18 years of education and I’m coming to the realization that I STILL have no clue about what I want to do or be. Some things appeal to me(e.g. grad or law school), but reality crushes all those aspirations in the form of student loan payments and credit card bills. What the hell am i bitching about….at least I went to college….and if all goes well will graduate.
and i apologize to anyone that actually read all this nonsense.